Devastating

I'm fuming, so mad, so upset. Like I could break a brick wall with my bare fists. You know I just put myself out there because why? To be understood, because that's whats wanted and that's what people say they need. So I do. And I realize, there's no (swears) use. They only hear you and yet they never turn a cover to understand you. Consideration, sympathy, empathy, gratitude, they don't understand those emotions and don't know how to give them. Better yet, they don't even know when it's appropriate to stop being the opposite of those things--the only feelings they do know how to give. The worse part is, these people, I've known them for several years now. Yet somehow they still don't get it. They never did and they never will apparently. It's so upsetting how you have to give up on someone after all that time just because they don't know how to feel a little. Anything, I ask for anything, and nothing is what I get.