Insecurity

I've realized what my insecurity is. It's the past haunting the future. That's what makes me shutter. Knowing what was back then, in some ways and which I know it shouldn't, still makes me reevaluate the present. It makes me scared of the future. Even though you do your best, moving forward, who knows when the past comes back for you. And then what? -- And, if you haven't figured it out already, it's not my past I'm scared about, it's his.